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I Was So Scared Of Going Back To The Theatre After Hamlet. I Didn't Know If I'd Do A Play Again Because I Was Afraid Of The Power Of It.

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I Was So Scared

Alan Cumming

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I Was So Scared Of Going Back To The Theatre After Hamlet. I Didn't Know If I'd Do A Play Again Because I Was Afraid Of The Power Of It.

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