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I'm Genuinely Peaceful And Positive. I Feel More Grounded And Connected With Everything - Friends, Family. And I Think I've Changed The Way I Deal With Stuff Recently; I'm Trying To Think Of Everything In A More Positive Way Because If Something Gets Me Down, It'll Really Gets Me Down. The Thing I Wish I Could Do More Of Is Train. It's The One Thing I Do That Doesn't Require Any Emotion.

-Ellie Goulding

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I'm Genuinely Peaceful And

Ellie Goulding

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I'm Genuinely Peaceful And Positive. I Feel More Grounded And Connected With Everything - Friends, Family. And I Think I've Changed The Way I Deal With Stuff Recently; I'm Trying To Think Of Everything In A More Positive Way Because If Something Gets Me Down, It'll Really Gets Me Down. The Thing I Wish I Could Do More Of Is Train. It's The One Thing I Do That Doesn't Require Any Emotion.

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I've Learned Not To Let It Be The End Of The World If A Boy Doesn't Like You. I Used To Put So Much Effort Into Boys. I Started Playing Guitar Because I Wanted To Impress This Boy. Then, I Ended Up In Love With Guitar And I Didn't Care About The Boy Anymore.

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I Think Hype Is A Good Thing. You Need It And It'll Teach You Valuable Things And You'll Grow Stronger, Which Is What I've Done.

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Since I Met Starsmith, My Producer, I Really Feel Like I'm Making Music Because We Write It Together And Produce It Together. I've Got A Proper Involvement In The End Product As Opposed To Just Writing A Song And Finding Someone Else To Produce It.

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Black And White

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