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As Far As Implying That We Know What We're Doing, That We Have Perspective Enough - By Diving Fully Into Something It Requires A Lot Of Denial, And Denial Is Always Dangerous Even If All Of Your Intentions Are Good And All Your Preparations Are Good. When You Make A Choice You're Denying An Infinite Number Of Other Choices.

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Will Oldham

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As Far As Implying That We Know What We're Doing, That We Have Perspective Enough - By Diving Fully Into Something It Requires A Lot Of Denial, And Denial Is Always Dangerous Even If All Of Your Intentions Are Good And All Your Preparations Are Good. When You Make A Choice You're Denying An Infinite Number Of Other Choices.

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A Record Is Something That Isn't Real Or True. It's Like Cinema. It's A Construction Of Something Hyper-real And Surreal And Unreal All At The Same Time. You Make A Space That Doesn't Really Exist. One Of The Big Joys Of Being In This Line Of Work Is Building The Recorded Versions Of The Songs.

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I Feel Like, For Me, Reading Thomas Merton Is Like “wait A Minute, This Is A Rabbit Hole. This Isn’t A Gateway Or A Ticket To Anything Except Itself”. When You're A Ways Into It, You're Five Pages In, 20 Pages In, 30 Pages In, It Seems Like One Of The More Oxymoronic Undertakings You Could Attempt.

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The Songs Are Not Meant To Be Real Life. They're Meant To Have A Psychic - Rather Than A Factual - Bearing On The Listener. It's Rare That A Song Grounded In Reality Moves Me Because I Don't Feel Like I'm Getting The Whole Story. Songs Are Made To Exist In And Of Themselves, Like A Great James Jones Or Robert Louis Stevenson Novel - They're Not Autobiographical, And Yet There's A Reality In Every Single Page. It's Real Life Of The Imagination.

For A Long Time I've Walked Through This World With The Desire, Like In Rear Window, To Look Into Other People's Lives Because I Know That There Is A Way In Which I Am The Same As So Many Of The Strangers That I See.

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There Are A Limited Number Of Promoters Out There Who Care About Creating Music. You Rarely Meet A Promoter Who's Like, "i Want To Be Responsible For The Best Shows, I Want To Make Sure That These Are The Best Shows These Audiences Have Ever Seen."

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There's Very Little Admirable About Being A Pirate. There's Very Little Functional About A Pirate. There's Very Little Real About A Pirate.

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If We Were Making A Record In Kentucky, There Might Be Some More Elements That Recall A Time, A Place, Or A Relationship. Recording For The Bbc You Enter Into This Strange And Wonderful, But Kind Of Sterile, Place With Which You Have No Personal History, And That's The Maida Vale Studios At Bbc In London.

I Don't Think That Word - The Word Pirate - Has Any Real Meaning. Or It's Something That's Had Meaning Imposed On It.

I Felt So Liberated When I First Saw Charles Mee’s 'the Glory Of The World' At Bam Play, Because For Me This Is The Gateway To Contemplation, Or This Is The Gateway To Love, Or This Is The Gateway To Faith, Not Sitting And Reading A Book By An Isolated Monk, God Bless Him. This Is.

I Think Most Great Actors Have Their Own Life Trajectory, The Character Motion Doesn't Have Anything To Do With Their Life Motion.

For Me, Promotional Thing About Some New Album Coming Out Destroys A Lot Of The Excitement Of Making Records. Records, Movies, Books - They're Not Supposed To Be Like Math Books. The Purpose Of Them Is To Kind Of Take Us Out Of Ourselves And Give Us Some Sort Of Alternate Experience Or Respite. To Try To Maximize The Relationship Of Listening To A Record Through Promotion Is Like Experiencing Driving A Car By Reading About Stimulus Programs. It Kind Of Defeats The Purpose.

Venues Are All The Same, All Feel The Same, These Generic Blank Spaces. I Like Artists Like Lightning Bolt-bands That Go In And Kind Of Change Things Every Time, Play On The Floor, Set Up In The Middle Of The Room. They Go In And They Reinvent The Space Every Time, Which I Feel Is Like The Kind Of Thing That Should Just Be Happening.

I Think That America In General Is Piratical. Every Time We Accept A Paycheck For Doing Almost Nothing, Allowing Us To Live Above The Poverty Line, We're Engaging In Piracy.

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Making Money Is Awesome And Fun As Hell, But They're Saying, "well, You're Offered A Whole Lot Of Money To Do This," And It's Like, Well, I Do Want The Money, But I Don't Really Do That - Like Headline A Big Festival Or Something Like That. I Could Go There And Do That, But It Isn't Really What I Do. It Feels Weird To Me.

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In The United States The Government Has Become Less Important. So, It's Democracy, But As Each Year Passes It Seems That The Government Plays Less Of A Role In People's Lives, And So They're Living In Whatever Situation Their Employment Imposes Upon Them More Than They're Living In A Grand Political System.

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We Always Keep Things Very, Very Simple. We Can Make A Respectable Living Playing A Smaller Room That Somebody Else Couldn't, Because They're Spending A Lot Of Money. If We Can't Get A Show Up And Deliver With What We Almost Intrinsically Have In Our Brains And Our Pockets, Then I Don't Really Want To Do It.

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I Need To Go Someplace Faraway That Doesn't Have Telephones And Doesn't Have A Record Player And Doesn't Have Movie Theaters And People Walking Down The Street In Order To Not Do Anything.

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