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My Feelings For Raphael Are Mine, And Mine Alone. I Loved Him, And That Is All Anyone Needs To Know. The Rest Is No Business Of Any Man's.

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My Feelings For Raphael

John Connolly

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My Feelings For Raphael Are Mine, And Mine Alone. I Loved Him, And That Is All Anyone Needs To Know. The Rest Is No Business Of Any Man's.

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