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Let Whoever Wants To, Relax In The South, And Bask In The Garden Of Paradise. Here Is The Essence Of Northand It's Autumn I've Chosen As This Year's Friend.

-Anna Akhmatova

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Let Whoever Wants To,

Anna Akhmatova

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Let Whoever Wants To, Relax In The South, And Bask In The Garden Of Paradise. Here Is The Essence Of Northand It's Autumn I've Chosen As This Year's Friend.

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