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I Had Insecurities And Fears Like Everybody Does, And I Got Over It. But I Was Interested In The Parts Of Me That Struggled With Those Things.

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I Had Insecurities And Fears Like Everybody Does, And I Got Over It. But I Was Interested In The Parts Of Me That Struggled With Those Things.

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