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I Felt That People Would Criticize Everything. I Was So Scared About Playing Paris. I Was Very Much Aware That The Greatest Concerts My Father And Mother Had Done Were There. I Was Sure People Would Be Very Tough.

-Charlotte Gainsbourg

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I Felt That People

Charlotte Gainsbourg

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I Felt That People Would Criticize Everything. I Was So Scared About Playing Paris. I Was Very Much Aware That The Greatest Concerts My Father And Mother Had Done Were There. I Was Sure People Would Be Very Tough.

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