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I Am Living For Every Day And Trying To Have Less Fear, Less Worry. But I Have Always Worried About Everything; It's In My Nature. It's The Thing That Makes Me Suffer The Most.

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Penelope Cruz

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I Am Living For Every Day And Trying To Have Less Fear, Less Worry. But I Have Always Worried About Everything; It's In My Nature. It's The Thing That Makes Me Suffer The Most.

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