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Editing Yourself Is Like An Irksome Coin Toss. You've Got To Strip Yourself Of Super Ego And Operate From The Id. Maybe I've Got My Freud Mixed Up. It's Just Hard To Trade A Beauty Shot For The Performance With Truth And A Brightly Lit Zit.

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Editing Yourself Is Like

Vera Farmiga

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Editing Yourself Is Like An Irksome Coin Toss. You've Got To Strip Yourself Of Super Ego And Operate From The Id. Maybe I've Got My Freud Mixed Up. It's Just Hard To Trade A Beauty Shot For The Performance With Truth And A Brightly Lit Zit.

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