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A Palindrome Is A Word Or Pattern That Instead Of Developing In Different Directions It Folds In On Itself So That The Beginning And End Mirror Each Other, That They Are The Same.

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A Palindrome Is A

Todd Solondz

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A Palindrome Is A Word Or Pattern That Instead Of Developing In Different Directions It Folds In On Itself So That The Beginning And End Mirror Each Other, That They Are The Same.

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