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I Just Want That Unconditional Love, The Kind You Get With A Family Member. You Might Get Lucky Enough To Find That Unconditional Love In A Friend Or A Lover, But It's Very Rare. So If I Ever Have A Kid, It'd Be So That I Could Look In Those Eyes And Know That This Child Is A Piece Of Me And Will Love Me The Same Way I Love, But I Think That's Selfish Of Me.

-Michelle Rodriguez

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I Just Want That

Michelle Rodriguez

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I Just Want That Unconditional Love, The Kind You Get With A Family Member. You Might Get Lucky Enough To Find That Unconditional Love In A Friend Or A Lover, But It's Very Rare. So If I Ever Have A Kid, It'd Be So That I Could Look In Those Eyes And Know That This Child Is A Piece Of Me And Will Love Me The Same Way I Love, But I Think That's Selfish Of Me.

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